How is it possible that at my age I am having a mid-life crisis?

I have this extreme fear that my life will be over soon and that I have achieved nothing that I wanted to do.

I want to be a writer (I can’t finish a book or get it published).

I want to finish learning playing guitar (Want to be able to play the difficult ones too).

I want to be a singer (Stage fright’s master).

I want my company to succeed badly!!!! (Only surviving!)

All of these things are so hard for me to finish and succeed. You can say JANE OF ALL TRADES, MASTER OF NONE!!!  That is exactly what it is.

I have all these amazing ideas in my head. The book ideas are best-sellers, but I just can’t get myself to finish it. Half-way through there is a little voice inside me that says ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. It will never sell. THEN I STOP 😦

I wish there was a way that I can just send that part to a publishing company and letting them tell me… OH HELL NO. Don’t even bother trying… I mostly write in Afrikaans and competition is tough. I also don’t have any Degree in literature. The underdog if you will.

PLEEEEAAAASSEEEE any one out there that is feeling as I do?  Any tips on how I can pursue my dream and keep going??? I need some MOTIVATION stat!!!

Yours truly,